Wish I wasn't...

"And the Lord answered me: "Write the vision...For still the vision awaits its anointed time; it hastens to the end - it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it surely will come; it will not delay." ~ Habakkuk 2:2-3



I posted a bit ago about this waiting thing and I have been trying really hard to be patient. I wish I wasn't still waiting for our US gvmt to approve our application (I800A) to bring a foreign born child in the the US, but I am. We really need this so all of our paperwork can get to China so we can really get moving on getting Aliyah home sooner than later. We are approaching day 60 of our wait with about 30 more days to go. It really bothers me to think that our little girl has to wait those extra months to come home, but that is just the way that it is.
I did get the rest of our paperwork state sealed on Tuesday and sent it to the Chinese Consulate on Wednesday to get authenticated. Hopefully that will all be processed without any major issues. Then when we finally get this I800A approval I can drive to Grand Rapids to get it state sealed, overnight it to the Chinese consulate and have the authentication expedited  and then finally get all our our paperwork (known as our Dossier) to China...and then get working on getting Aliyah home.
Goodness, I just need to remind myself to take one day at a time. When I look too far into the future, at all the months we still have to wait, I feel totally defeated -just the way satan wants me to feel. God has been so good to remind me of His word and His perfect timing...I really should not be complaining or impatient. Please pray for us as we try to wait patiently.

When the time was right, the sea parted, the walls fell down, the lions went hungry, the sun stood still, the star appeared, the waves were calmed, the stone was rolled away, the Lord ascended....

And when the time is right, the King of Kings will return.

God is never late and He is never early- He is always right on time and His plans for us are good.



Faith

faith

noun

1.

confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability.

2.

belief that is not based on proof.

This word faith has meant a lot to me the past several months. God has been bringing this "word" to me over and over again. To me it is more than just a word, it is like a promise.

Hebrews 11:1 is one of my favorite verses, especially during this season of my life - our adoption of Aliyah

 
Heb 11:1 (KJV) Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Heb 11:1 (NIV) Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Heb 11:1 (NEB) Faith... makes us certain of realities we do not see.

This is what Faith means to me: Faith is believing in what is true: 1) being convinced of the truth, being certain of reality, having evidence of unseen things, and 2) believing, hoping in, embracing, seizing the truth.

When we first set our on our 2nd adoption journey, I remember announcing it to our family...there was dead silence in the room for what seemed like hours, until one of our family member finally shouted, "Hurray!"

And then the questions came. I honestly had not prepared to answer all those questions. And  if I am completely honest I did not even have all of the answers to the questions I had about this (2nd) adoption journey.

"Where are you going to put all these kids, your house is kind of small?"

"How are you going to pay for this?"

"Can you feed, clothe, pay for college educations and provide for all these kids?"

"What if you get a child that doesn't fit in your family?"

"What if something happens to Joel's job or to you?"....

The questions kept coming and I could only respond with "God will provide."

I had faith. I still have faith. We feel so strongly that this is what God wants us to do that we just had to step out in faith and trust that God will meet every single need that we have. And I can honestly say that he has. Now, has every need been met in my time frame? Absolutely not! But I do know that my God NEVER makes mistake and he is ALWAYS on time.

We have never seen Aliyah in person, but yet we believe she is real. We believe that she is our daughter, we believe she will be home with us at sometime. We put our faith in our Government, the Chinese Government,United States Postal Services & UPS, orphanage workers, our adoption agency, our International Adoption Pediatrician...our list goes on and on. I have to have faith in all of "this" to finally be able to bring Aliyah home. But mostly I need faith in God and His perfect plan. As time goes on this word faith becomes more and more important to me. 

A couple weeks back we got to talking about what to name our new daughter. We were confident Aliyah was her first name and her Chinese name was going to be a part of her middle name. The question came up about her other middle name - her family name. We knew Joel's grandpa's middle name Caleb meant faithful. And he was a very faithful man. He was faithful in every aspect of his life, his family, church, job... Joel's grandpa was a very special man . He was Joel's hero. We miss him every day.


Joel's Grandpa (and his wife, Joel's grandma)
They were the perfect couple

And once again God brought the word  faith to my mind. And I knew her middle name was to be faith. It was not my first choice for a name, but it really grew on me. The meaning behind it is so incredibly special to me and to our family. She will be named after an amazing man and she, to me, is another definition of faith; she is what we hope for, she is the conviction of things not yet seen. And we need an awful lot of faith while we wait to bring her home.

Aliyah Faith

Merry Christmas- Third Day (with lyrics)

Merry Christmas to our baby girl...I hope and pray you are here with us next year. You are always in our hearts.

The squatty potty...hhmmmm

I know these are very common in China. I have to admit I am a little nervous...
The link below gives more info about these interesting toilets.


http://www.squidoo.com/squatty-potty

happy 9th birthday Alaina!!

Happy 9th Birthday to my very special daughter! I do not know how she is really 9 already! She is  growing more and more beautiful every day! God has blessed me with a very sweet, caring and thoughtful daughter!! I wish her nothing but happiness always!

I love you my darling Alaina! you are such a blessing to us!!

I found her Finding Ad

I really can't believe it - I found our baby girls finding ad online. A finding ad is an ad that is put in the paper stating that she has been found...I think it is one last try at finding her biological parents. It is amazing the things we can learn and find online! A big thanks to some very special people that pointed me in the right direction; after an hour or so I found her ad.  It is actually really sad to me, but I am thankful to have this piece of information for my daughter when she gets older. I am also thankful to add another picture to our small collection of photos. She looks like she is a couple months old in the ad. I would love to share the picture- she looks so cute in it, but I do not feel right posting it on here... it just feels too personal and sad to me.

New pictures and an update!!

We are so excited and happy to see our little girl! What a great Christmas present!! I am dreaming about her being home next Christmas - oh, I just can't wait to have her here with us!

She looks so happy and healthy! Seeing these pics is just what I needed...I am missing her very much. It is so good to see her beautiful smile!! We also received a brief update, we know we can't say for sure if they are correct, but given what we know about her orphanage we feel fairly confident they are. The update stated that at 13 1/2 mo she is 24.2 lbs, 29.9 inches, and has 4 teeth. 

Isn't she just beautiful?!

Totally in love with her!

I love this one! I love the sparkle she has in her eyes!!

A hat with fake hair...oh, so cute!

So, so beautiful!!